admiration.

http://legz.tumblr.com

i can be vain. i think tall, thin, willowy is beautiful. the heroin-chic, emaciated, model body. don't judge me.

healthy :D

omg.  doctor just called and said the biopsy came back normal & the original test must have been a false positive.  so happy and so relieved and so grateful.  i feel like that dark cloud that has been looming over me for the past 8 days is finally gone.  i really havn't been myself and i am GLAD that is over with! :DDDDDD

i'm also so grateful for shane.  he was so supportive this whole week and i am such a lucky girl.  <3

across the universe.

love the beatles.  love that movie.  love this pic.

celebrity lookalike

i got told the other day that i look like kate middleton, which i don't think is true at all.  i don't really think she's pretty.  she looks like katie holmes to me.  i don't know if i really have a celebrity lookalike?  i've been told audrey hepburn... i think it's because of the slender build & the long neck & the jawline... i can't really see it so much in her face.  maybe it's because her eyebrows throw me off?  i've also been told i look like a brunette kirsten dunst - which i can see.  she's got basically the same face shape that i do.  but still not a lookalike.  still on the hunt for a real doppleganger, let me know if you think of one.

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separation anxiety.

i am sooo freaking excited to go to hawaii (i have my "to bring" list made AND my "to get done before hawaii" list made!), but i am seriously having some anxiety about leaving my puppy for nine days :(  she's so used to be cuddled, and waking up in a warm bed with shane & i gushing over her, and just being around me... she gets pretty bad separation anxiety as it is, and i'm so nervous that she won't eat or something.  thank god i'll be able to watch her 24 hours a day via webcam.  i just hope she doesn't think i abandoned her because that would be the saddest thing ever... :(

funniest thing i've seen today:

(obviously fake but hilarious!!)

In full "trying to beat cold's ass" mode... :(

things i do to combat a cold:

-drink lots of tea
-eat raw garlic (it has natural antibiotic properties & boots the immune system - i have a great salad dressing recipe w/ raw garlic... or i make pasta w/ garlic & butter)
-drink orange juice
-take Emergen-C
-try to eat healthy (which is sometimes tough when i don't have the energy to go get groceries & then cook... but i at least try to eat a lot to give my body some energy to fight off the cold with... it's the whole "feed a cold, starve a fever" thing...)
-rest
-keep warm
-sleep a lot
-neti pot
-gargle warm salt water

hopefully i feel normal tomorrow.  and hopefully i get results from the doctor tomorrow.